I miss you.
The old you.
You know; from a time when we were really close.
Look big bro.
I want you to know.
I love you.
But, I keep my distance.
It hurts me, to see you this way.
You’ve done some things; un-approvable.
I’m hurt and angry for many reasons.
The stress you caused, hurt Dad so much.
Leading to his final days, you left him struck.
Why did you do, these things you did?
Hurt the people you love, for personal gain.
I know deep within, you could do better.
Brother; when we were young.
You were cool as shit.
last year, you put our dad through so much grief
It’s just not fair, you were unaware.
You should have cared, that he was sick.
Hurting, agony, missing his love.
holding on to what was dear.
precious memories lost.
You let him feel, as though nothing was left.
I pray everyday.
you find the right path.
Someday big brother.
You’ll be that guy again.