Have you ever wondered
Where my day would’ve gone
Just to be able to speak to you
Where would I be ; If I had your advice to seek
If heaven had phones , I’d call you everyday
Every time I needed helped, You’d be by my side to stay
Almost at a breakdown
So lost, so dark, and confused.
Some days I’m at a stint
Simply … I just refuse
If heaven had a passage , To visit those I love.
Then maybe thing wouldn’t be so bad
The tears would not pour down.
I just want mom and dad
That’s all I ever want
Someone has to be there
To tell me; What should I do
Instead I’m lost without the safety jacket
My surroundings create large wrackets
Forever changed by misfortune
A never ending story
I’ll close my eyes and remember thy
Everything you left behind
And when the clouds shift through the sky
I’ll remember the shadows you instilled in my mind.
© Rareity. August 12th 2015