Once upon a time, I started this blog as an inspirational and poetic journal of my life. Ultimately, I wanted to turn it into an advice column. (Does that sound stupid?) However, the advice inquiries come far and few. I’m honestly at a loss of what to do with it anymore. Some days, I consider giving up on my entirely.
I guess its Tuesday. You know, Some days I want to be bitter like fawk! about my losses. I could use a hug sometimes. Oh right! then i look around and remember there ain’t nobody around to give me one anymore. I could use a smile sometimes. I’ve lived plenty of experiences in my life. Generally, I go about every choice and decision with a wisdom crested beyond my eyes. I live and learn ALL THE DAMN TIME! don’t we all?
I wish I could tell you something inspirational today. I’m not feeling so inspirational myself these days. I’m not really sure where i’m going with my life, career, or anything else for that matter, and i’m irked by it all. I appreciate all twenty of you who take the time to come by and support me, if not for you I wouldn’t have lasted this long. I’m kinda bummin’ I guess I can leave you all with one thought today,
“God doesn’t put us here to need, he puts us here on this earth to learn and experience.”
It isn’t stuff, money, homes, cars or anything else that needs to be done before we can enjoy life or be grateful. If we always NEED before we can make things happen, we are playing life wrong. There is never a lets do this first, or before we move lets umm worry about all these things first. WELL NO SHIT SHERLOCK!!!! planning is essential but if making your plans is your bigger focus, then YOU AIN’T GONNA GO NO WHERE!
In life, we were merely placed here to serve out gods plan, or the universe, or Zeus or so and so, or that dude, or that guy, or that one girl with the eight arms. OK you get the point. I don’t know who you worship, and i’m not going to be bias. The bottom line is, we were placed here to serve a greater purpose, even though finding mine is quite difficult sometimes, I believe our greater purpose is that itch we just cant quite. If it wakes you up in the middle of the night, it is your calling, if it screams in your head during the day, it is your calling.
Today, i’m in a bad mood. whatever! Leaving you with this: Despite my mood, i’ll most likely spend the day reflecting this thought. What do I NOT need to be happy, but what can I do to CHANGE MY THOUGHTS SO I CAN CHANGE MY LIFE