A broken promise: Chad had spoken often….
That night, Chad took it to far…..
Just when I think he couldn’t be more idiot, he proves himself more… idiotic….
Accountability is knowing….
“I remember when he got that job at the old folks facility….
This is the story of a boy who succumbed to his greed ….
Try watering your own garden before….
He’d spoke poorly of her behind her back all while lying to her that she was his all. Even had others believing his lies. Truth be told he was the…..
Every now and again…..
A person who uses spirituality as a means…..
“I remember when we were still doing the….
This times isn’t like the others. He doesn’t realize what was at ….
Of you gotta claim that you…..
All I ever wanted to do was …
The most comical part about the last two months….
Despite his portrayal of…
He thinks he’s gods gift…
Chad self sabotaged himself and scapegoated me for it.
As you all know….
Turns out he was irr…
Stepped up into his life is a huge…
He didn’t like that mirrored….
He throws stones with sins all up and down his bones….
Do you know what happens to a piece….
He makes so many projections based off of his own behaviors…
He no longer reigns his terror …
Don’t come at me, until you handle your own in a battle with a REAL man not a petite….
It’s easy to hide behind a facade but can you…
While he was busy pretending, she was busy elevating….
There is a difference between maturity and imma…..
The only thing he was ever good at was lie….
He’s more concerned about protecting his image than he is about her….
I recovered the “promised” summer…
If you say you are who you are then you won’t need……
Even though he’d carried ill intent…
There’s a difference between saying……
Self absorption can only…..
I remember the day my headset….
Before I knew it, he was putting me against….
And I still shine….
It’s easier to deny than to live with…..
It’s only half the battle to recognize what we need to……
You can lead a horse…..
He didn’t love her enough to supersede the…
He can tell himself and as many people that’ll listen that he’s the vic….
After all the ga…..
She never needed him, she’d merely chose him. Only he didn’t realize his time was running….
You can’t keep blaming everyone else in your life for your own failures ….
A common statement made…..
It’s always easier to manipulate someone long distantly. It’s when your finally in person that the facade begins to …..
As I work through the pieces …..
He’d spoken many lies…
He continues to justify….
He weaved a web she wasn’t able to ….
He didn’t come to be a part of her life he only came for what he wanted her to do for him
He came out here but he didn’t really come for her….
In the beginning he talk….
He had a chance and he…..
Some stated clearly That he acted As though it was planned. For, one doesn’t go from I love you To I hate you In a matter of seconds If they carry Genuine intent. ♦️ How does one place A theory of such Unless They too took part In the flush True intent Can lay dormant … Continue reading Snake
She came to me in…..
She may have pissed him off. BUT A glass jar. Laundry soap. Cigarettes …. Vodka and OJ… are NOT Worth more … Than someone’s life. There is an age old saying: It doesn’t matter how angry a woman makes a man, you do NOT lift a finger in anger at her. None the less a … Continue reading Blame Game
His words were onl…..,
They’re saying I should have know…..
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Just keep on keeping. That thing that’s been burning on your mind. That hesitation. Trust. In YOU Make your own moves Love You And Everything else Will fall into place. ©Rarenwise
Take them for granted and you shall see that.......
Woke up in despair. Wondering if He'd even cared. Looked at my phone. In hopes he'd reached out. Not a word nor vibration Complete and utter silence I drift away into a deeper slumber Hoping to sleep my day away With a silenced phone And Tattered heart. He'd reached out. Before I awoke. Only It … Continue reading How would this make you feel?
Thought she’d found. Her better half. He’d Made promises And claims. He could not sustain. Strung her along with his carefully decorated lies. A conquest Was all she was. He took her for granted. And manipulated her love. She Stroked his ego.He let it get to his head.How unfortunate.He let that be his doom.He pissed … Continue reading Just Like That
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©️March, 12 2021
What I once may have taken for granted. A father dedicated to my productive growth. Mentally, physically and wholesomely a dad committed to a humble home. As I grew into a mother myself, I began to see beyond the clouds. Not just their reasons for all my woes but rather the dreams they (mom and … Continue reading Sunday Musing
He left behind his bag of diamonds. Never to return. Not a care. Nor concern Or worry at all. That his bag of diamonds May still await return. Instead, He Lives mindlessly Doing everything BUT Impress the girl. Money and gifts Don't mean a thing If the actions aren't True at heart. All the while … Continue reading Slipping Through
One that seems like family. Thank you readers for your dedication and support. Our humble abode has grown over the years. All while, I too have grown right before your eyes. With the truest intent and most genuine of love. I am grateful for your presence and look forward to the new chapters to come.
Sometimes we are our own worst enemies. We tend to blow some great opportunities. Instead of treading, we hesitate And In turn Find ourselves regretting. Be brave in the face of fear. No matter what anyone wants you to hear. Take courage in the light of intimidation For no one can can dim to it … Continue reading Explore
He came at me with a genuine song His lies hidden within each strum His desire flowed fierce and strong. Until he switched up And It all went wrong. He started trekking The path forewarned. He began to shun. That which he'd begged for. Not a care nor concern, Of the damage he'd sprung. Only … Continue reading Mind Your Words
A little somethin! In the making It snowed! It snowed like cray cray! ❄️ Give me a break, using my phone. [insert bitmojer here] It couldn't have been a better time than to plan for a fancy night in. 😉👌 For dinner: Mannecoti With a glass of local pomegranate wine🍷 For dessert: cheesecake with homemade … Continue reading Valentine’s Foodie
Every experience we have, shapes us. Changes us and teaches us. Meanwhile, be mindful with whom you share your energy with. Not everyone Carrie's positive intent for you.
Poetry time!!!!But before I begin, let me just say...If you want to hold onto a relationship, do not break up with the person, say your not together or do/say petty things to them while expecting them to remain your dutiful spouse. "Tell a person they are single and they shall act as though they are."- … Continue reading Through The Gruel
It was in that moment that we saw the tru....
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Don't panic, it's not a ghost, it's in the flesh
Some Days you just gotta unplug yourself and reboot everything. #stuffraresays ©Rarenwise 6-22-16
"Silence your insecurities. It is your darkest battle, and most dangerous one. Be strong, lead on, and know your worth." #stuffraresays ©Rare-Ity 6-21-16
Good morning! Goood moorning! Good morning. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! I cheated and gave Jay his gift Friday and Saturday. 😕 oops! Again, I'm left thinking about my dad today. An ordinary hero. Mr. Sergeant B. hahahaha you almost got me to divulge the name there. 😛 Aside from his military presence, he was a dad … Continue reading A Tribute To Father’s Day
The best part of summer is taking your little ones out on adventures. Since our vacation last week... 😯(Hands on face. Oops! Spoiler alert! I know... I still have to post about it and showcase my lovely pictures.) We have been craving Thai food. Something we can't find in our hometown these days. What started … Continue reading Foodie Trickory
I've got something bearing on my mind For this one day a year it kills me like a crime My dearest father my hero, my light. The closest thing I've got to flight I find myself celebrating every time Subliminally your birthday is mine. Conditions ingrained, crested and deep Traditions I carry forever and keep … Continue reading Come To Pass (Poem)
Finally! I can monotize. Starting this evening, I will begin the grueling process of changing over to a self hosted site. I appreciate all the enouragement you have all been giving me, and my Twitter followers for the private inboxes stating it needs to be done. As soon as the process is completed, I will … Continue reading Special Update!
Information is amazing. You learn so much about life, and things surrounding you. You just gotta know where to look. A wise man knows not to take everything he receive's at face value. Research versus argument Rather than argue about your disbelief, in another's opinion. Find out for your own. Always desire knowledge. For, it is through that discovery, … Continue reading #Stuffraresays (6-16-16)
Doesn't anybody realize this yet? The world is in despair. Events all around the world are going down. What happened to society? We live in a forest. (The world) The forest is whole, not a single tree. Sometimes we tune in. Lock on gaze. Have you ever stopped, and asked yourself, "IS THIS THE BIG … Continue reading Breaking Deeds (Poetry)
"You are strong. Be brave. Learn from this experience, so it wont happen again. You'll make it through. I know it's in you. Hold onto you warriors heart, and be humble enough to resist the irrelevancies" ©Rare-ity 6-13-16 This came out as I hand wrote a letter to my big bro. No one ever said life … Continue reading S.O.W 3-14-16