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She may have pissed him off. BUT A glass jar. Laundry soap. Cigarettes …. Vodka and OJ… are NOT Worth more … Than someone’s life. There is an age old saying: It doesn’t matter how angry a woman makes a man, you do NOT lift a finger in anger at her. None the less a … Continue reading Blame Game
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Just keep on keeping. That thing that’s been burning on your mind. That hesitation. Trust. In YOU Make your own moves Love You And Everything else Will fall into place. ©Rarenwise
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Woke up in despair. Wondering if He'd even cared. Looked at my phone. In hopes he'd reached out. Not a word nor vibration Complete and utter silence I drift away into a deeper slumber Hoping to sleep my day away With a silenced phone And Tattered heart. He'd reached out. Before I awoke. Only It … Continue reading How would this make you feel?
Thought she’d found. Her better half. He’d Made promises And claims. He could not sustain. Strung her along with his carefully decorated lies. A conquest Was all she was. He took her for granted. And manipulated her love. She Stroked his ego.He let it get to his head.How unfortunate.He let that be his doom.He pissed … Continue reading Just Like That
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What I once may have taken for granted. A father dedicated to my productive growth. Mentally, physically and wholesomely a dad committed to a humble home. As I grew into a mother myself, I began to see beyond the clouds. Not just their reasons for all my woes but rather the dreams they (mom and … Continue reading Sunday Musing
He left behind his bag of diamonds. Never to return. Not a care. Nor concern Or worry at all. That his bag of diamonds May still await return. Instead, He Lives mindlessly Doing everything BUT Impress the girl. Money and gifts Don't mean a thing If the actions aren't True at heart. All the while … Continue reading Slipping Through
One that seems like family. Thank you readers for your dedication and support. Our humble abode has grown over the years. All while, I too have grown right before your eyes. With the truest intent and most genuine of love. I am grateful for your presence and look forward to the new chapters to come.
Sometimes we are our own worst enemies. We tend to blow some great opportunities. Instead of treading, we hesitate And In turn Find ourselves regretting. Be brave in the face of fear. No matter what anyone wants you to hear. Take courage in the light of intimidation For no one can dim its sparkle Nor … Continue reading Explore
He came at me with a genuine song His lies hidden within each strum His desire flowed fierce and strong. Until he switched up And It all went wrong. He started trekking The path forewarned. He began to shun. That which he'd begged for. Not a care nor concern, Of the damage he'd sprung. Only … Continue reading Mind Your Words
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Don't panic, it's not a ghost, it's in the flesh
"If you can't figure out where the root is, you wont be able to pull the weeds." ©Rare-ity 5-5-16 #stuffraresays Jane sat at the dinner table with Sandy. Sandy had been struggling with some issues recently, but didn't understand why or know what her problem was. Teenagers these days. Sandy had gotten into trouble recently … Continue reading Crystal’s Tale (Sandy And Her Teenage Shenanigans)
Some days I stare off into the sky. Stars shine bright catching my eyes Constellations "predict" our lives Insightful spirits shed our ties. In the realm of night time haze. The silent hymn of a world dazed. Mindful thoughts we gain in faith The morning comes freshly in place. ©Rareity 4-7-16
So... My inspirational Tuesdays and Crystals Tale's are meant to be coming. However, lately i'm busy on the days they are meant to post. I think it's time to update. I will stick with inspirational Tuesdays, but move Crystals Tale to Fridays. The rest of the week i'll post my random musings. that usually entails … Continue reading Phase Of… What?
As Crystal sat with her legs crossed on the bench. She watched her teammates run up and down the court. She covered her eyes and shook her head, as the tension rose. Their opponents were challenging them. Block after block, the game was getting intense. Only two points ahead, and the other team is gaining. … Continue reading Crystal’s Tale Part 7 (Growing Pains)
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The moment you realize you DO deserve better is the moment you should hold onto, because once you feel that way, your feelings will never change. Instead, keep pushing forward and working towards achieving the goals you desire. Otherwise, you'll always stay just right where you’re at. As we travel through life, we tend to … Continue reading The Goal or the Ambition? Maybe…Both?
Its January 1st, and as promised and scheduled, today is the first day back at that novel. I've only woken up, and i'm sitting down with my wakey drink attempting to wipe the sleep out of my ENTIRE body. The newborn takes away from the sleep life 😉 and with the kids still home until … Continue reading January 1st ALREADY!…???
A Special thanks goes out to you all!!! As this year comes closer to its end, I'd like to say a few words to everyone. This year has been filled with lots of mysteries, and joyous moments, but what I truly want to highlight is how much I love being part of this community. I … Continue reading The Countdown Begins? 😉
Starting January 1st, I will be cracking back at that novel. I spent November writing a Young Adult Fiction/Fantasy with some Mystery, and Syfy involved. I'm in the editing phase. I'm really proud of this book. Why? I started writing it when I was a teen. Piles of journals stacked in boxes with a story. … Continue reading Are you listening? 😉
Crystal felt a pang in her chest as the anxiety rose to the top of her lungs. Her mother had never spoken Ill about anyone in her family, and it filled her heart with comfort. Today, Crystal sat with Pete and His new fiancée. She was quite uneasy. "You need to call me dad." He … Continue reading Crystals Tale (Part 5)
How often, do you create dreams, goals, and aspirations. Probably pretty often if you ask me. The true question is: How often do you let those desire's slip through your fingers? Often,we settle for sedimentary lifestyles, and for less than because we simply don't see ourselves achieving these desires. However, "Our mere essence is … Continue reading Extraordinary Things
Your glistening eyes They make me beam Piercing through My every seam Precious girl Sapphire blue Can't help but stare Into your gaze A beautiful hymn Quite full of grace Can't help but feel You are my happy place. 😍©Rareity 12-23-15
I see you sitting there with anger in the air You’re already hating, staring with a dark glare Deep ingrained pain swims through your stare Those around you have nothing to share They are not the cause of your deep rooted fears Smile more, it might kill your tears Change your thoughts, and change your … Continue reading Get Over It (Poem)
You don't know what to do To escape the vast doom Heart racing Wrenching Pounding Anxiety driven Air swallowing Your losing grip About to slip This reality, your a about to flip Your ribs and chest can't quite resist The ferocious creature inside your breast Fading in and swaying out Your simply bleeding your emotions … Continue reading Silent Struggles (Poem) Raising Anxiety Awareness
Here's what I love about WordPress: There are so many amazing bloggers out there. Such great feedback, and interesting reads. I feel as though this is a community, and very welcomed at that. This post is to serve as my now second reason to be grateful in December, and of course to share my thoughts. … Continue reading Simple Thoughts
There will always be those moments where you feel like giving up. There will always be those feelings when you wonder where your self-worth is. Are you fulfilling your purpose in life? Do you feel like your still struggling to find who you are? Do you ever feel like you put so much time, effort, … Continue reading Keeping your Head up When Everything Feels Like It’s Falling Apart.
Ah October my favorite month of the year. Harvest is in the air. Vibrant colors and festivities, these times we spend with our families. Spooks are out, and ghouls about dressing up as someone you're not. I know I can't expect all of my readers to celebrate Halloween because it is a tradition that is … Continue reading Welcome to October
Have you ever wondered about your life, relationships, you, friends, work, etc.? It's inevitable. Anxiety is a growing issue with people nowadays. It doesn't matter what gives you anxiety whether it be OCD, social situations, family difficulties, work stress, etc. Sometimes these things can range from mild to extreme, we cannot choose the impact of … Continue reading Surrounded (SOW and Poem)
After a overstimulating week, Jane hadn’t really planned on seeing a lot of people when she went out. Today, just seemed to be one of those days. Everyone wanted to stop and talk to her about a relative. “Is your aunt OK?” an older woman with glasses stopped her in the grocery store. “Your Jane … Continue reading Crystals Tale (Part 4)
You cannot see the unwinding path Of your dreams unfolding back Sacred journeys you begin to be A world enhanced by beauties seam © 💐Rareity💐 9-21-15
The podcast is up. I'm really excited! It is a true blessing to have been given the opportunity to be a guest on a podcast. Not only did I enjoy myself, I enjoyed the vibe, and experience of talking with Tony, and Illryia from "Life in the hole." Thanks guys for the opportunity For anyone … Continue reading Podcast with Life in The Hole
It’s time to ask you a question: How often do you stop, slow down, and take it all in? In fast paced times, we all seem to forget to take care of the most important asset we have. Our mind, body, and soul. Lately, I have been noticing all over social media feed, about the … Continue reading Inspirational Friday
"You've always had the best of me." Gina said to Finn. Finn looked at her with adornment and said, "I wish I'd never let that go." They both looked down with slight dread. They hadn't seen each other in years. Finn could feel his stomach wrenching at how nervous he was to see her again. … Continue reading Pieces of Me (Short Story)
It's been a long haul. It's not easy-going through a series of traumatic events I have endured these last six years. I suppose what makes my situation unique is that as dad used to say, " when life shatters all your pieces, and you breakdown. Give yourself a moment. When your done, gather all your … Continue reading The Struggle is Real (SOW ; Poem)
As the school year kicks into high gear, I'll be taking on more of my fun projects with our youth. For those of you who have been with me for the long haul, you may remember me saying, "My passion is to make a difference in the world. … Continue reading The Tree of Knowledge (Poem)
I remember the day I got my first writing journal from mom. She looked like a woman with great intentions behind her eyes. ”Mom you shouldn’t have.” I said with excitement. “Well it seems like you need it.” She replied. I looks up at her with small tears in my eyes. A moment pure of … Continue reading An Underlining Meaning
I remember it like it was yesterday. The teenager version of myself. I sat comfortably on the couch with the TV on for background noise, while mom made dinner. My eldest brother and I were talking about our ambitions, goals, and wants out of life and having quite the few laughs while talking about them. … Continue reading A Special Moment in Time
This morning, as we pulled up to my youngest son #2’s school, I gave the older kiddos the breakdown. “OK guys your big kids, and this is a little kid school. When we take your brother inside, don’t go in, don’t play with toys, and don’t start getting crazy, because this isn’t your school.” “OK.” … Continue reading The Secret Power of Mom
Did I just meet Jimminy Cricket? It’s my 31st birthday, and I’m headed out for a quiet lunch date With the family. As we all loaded into the car, I notice a small creature sitting perched on my car windowsill, while I was backing out. “What the… Are you going for a ride with us?” … Continue reading Did I just meet Jimminy Cricket?
They say that when your loved ones pass over they will always be with you. I suppose in a lot of ways, this is true. This past weekend, I wanted to post but had my mind wrapped up in so many jumbled thoughts, I had no idea how I was going to go about it. … Continue reading Pieces of You
when your light inside seems to dim so dull A thought to ponder to bring you whole When it's dark we turn on lights we see everything for what it is So when in need remember this The light within is simple bliss A sacred choice we give ourselves To sink or swim through life's … Continue reading #stuffraresays (Poetic)
Alright readers the book is coming. I know you’ve enjoyed my poetry, and probably miss it. However, I’ve been working diligently on a poetry book, with some of my poems from here but completely edited. However, there will be lots of new stuff too. I’m in the process of getting the book approved, and working … Continue reading Parenting, and what it means to you.
Even if it scares you, don't hesitate. Do you hesitate to take a left turn or right turn while traveling the intersection? Life is about experiencing all the nooks and crannies. Be brave, live confident, and know your worth. Photo courtesy of social media feed.
Carly: Some of the decisions I've had to make in my life have been so hard and hurt me deeply. Some pains I'm learning just don't go away. The most I can hope for right now is that some of the pains I still carry will fade. I think I deserve a little break from … Continue reading Struggles of Parenthood
Alright readers, I'm opening up the/my criteria. Often, I find myself spreading my SOW (Sprouts of wisdom) into daily moments of my life. When I’m scrolling through social media, I see friends of mine and sometimes strangers posting about their struggles. I generally opt to share my words with them. However, tonight a brilliant idea came … Continue reading A Struggle for People Recovering from Addiction
Sandy sat in her room moping all day because she’d felt slighted by the world. Her mother tore at her about how terrible her art was, and her lack of talent. While in school, her friends did the same thing. She’d felt as though nothing could go right in her life, and why should she … Continue reading An Extension of Crystals Tale and SOW (Sprouts of Wisdom)
Have you ever wondered Where my day would've gone Just to be able to speak to you Where would I be ; If I had your advice to seek If heaven had phones , I'd call you everyday Every time I needed helped, You'd be by my side to stay Almost at a breakdown So … Continue reading Have you ever wondered
Life isn’t always easy. We have our struggles. All of us do. I suppose that’s what wears every single one of us down. Emotionally, physically, mentally you’re slowing down. This can be seen badly, it can be seen as good. The difference truly lies in the perception of this statement. I know I don’t always, … Continue reading How your thought process affects your life
OK I know I haven’t posted in a while but, I have something weighing on me that I would like to express. My apologies if I offend any of you. That is not my intention whatsoever. Have any of you ever heard the term "Mind your manners." When I was a kid, I remember mom … Continue reading Where did Manners go These Days?
First I would like to start this post out with my apologies. It’s been a while. I have missed you greatly. Have you missed me? 😀 I have been very busy recently and out of touch. Sometimes that’s ok. Life happens. It’s summer!!! I’m enjoying the world right now. Don’t get me wrong, I sure … Continue reading A Moment of Impact
How we look at the world, says a lot about us. This is not a bad thing. Take the below image for example. What do you see? Some may see a chalice, others may see two faces. The Key: the perception of the person. The world has many parallels. Why? Because every single person living … Continue reading Perception is Key
The thing about being petty: You’re the one who faces the wrath. Trying to hurt others because you want to get one up on them, only shows the true color of your character. To be vain, is not living at all. In the end, YOU will always be the bad guy. You see, in a … Continue reading The Catalyst of All Things Wrong in the World
I know I mention this a lot, but I can’t help but notice all the negativity going on all around social media. I may offend some of my readers today, but look it’s time to get straightforward. You CANNOT lead, or inspire people to follow your cause if, and when a supporter makes a supporting … Continue reading These Changing Times (Rant & Poem)
Wake up Open your eyes The world is ending Becoming destroyed Our biggest demon Our humanity Slowly crumbling We are in need Make a difference Or the future proceeds The inevitable demise The end of human beings ©Rareity 5-12-15
SoW= Sprouts of Wisdom I was strolling through my feed this evening and saw a quote around the lines of “The planet does not need more successful people. The planet desperately needs peacemakers, healers, restorers, storytellers, and lovers of all kinds.” Quoted by Dalai Lama The sad part is, more people thrive on drama, strife, … Continue reading A Forgotten Generation (SoW)
While growing up, Crystal’s mom often spoke fondly about the many bits of wisdom her dad had divulged. It was her favorite part of growing up. Being given the gift of deeper knowledge, pondering, and contemplation. Those quotes, thoughts, and inspirations stayed with her mother. Often, her mother found herself sharing these same teachings to … Continue reading Crystal’s Tale (Pt. 4)
Photography by: Amanda Gordon As spring renews our listless souls Resurrection transfers in our bones Another year has come to pass Relentless days of winters pest Summertime comes with burning fury Lighting faith in every theory A new life, and new growth A world-changing within strokes Surviving yesterdays hard-hitting glory. Beginning new memories and … Continue reading Spring Renewal (Poem)
Have you ever just woken up in the middle of the night with a million thoughts running though your head? Maybe a productive spark of muse came flooding through? Well this is one of those nights for me. Instead of tossing and turning until I fall asleep yet again. I reached over and grabbed the … Continue reading The Strange Experiences of Jillian Rayne (Ep 1)
Recently I have been grieving. Maybe its the trials life has to offer, but I am going through a lot. I may not shed every detail of personal life, but lately I find myself saying, "I just want my mom and dad." The flood gates generally open after that. I begin thinking about all the … Continue reading Feeling Emotional (Poem)
Got a lot, on the mind. Simply, wasting time. Thinking about monstrosities Carrying weight, above the rail Another stun, to my inner self I begin to bleed within my coat Troubles are anomaly I see my life and all its stains Reminisce, upon unworthy things. The truest plume, of my sling Giving up what’s killing … Continue reading Monstrosities (Poem)
If you had just one chance to make a world of difference, what chance would you take?
Somedays I feel like giving up Losing grasp of all I love Gouges of cuts run deep within me A world so cruel surrounds the air I breath I ponder a life and world unknown Is it possible? Can it be our home? Im just not sure what to feel anymore A huge target sign … Continue reading Gouges (Poem)
Sometimes, as humans we take for granted others around us. This last week, not only was I in my darkest moments, passing over my five-year hump of losing my mother, I dealt with much chaos as well. I did what I do, and dropped off from the world because no one seems to ever truly … Continue reading Thinking of you (Poem)
I close my eyes Contemplate thee Another subtlety Within me Shattered dreams On broken boulevards A world unknown to heroes and villains Tell me, you see what you see I'll tell you, "It is what it is" On my knees carving the path Trying to make sense through all the riff raff. ©Rareity 3-31-15
“My drive is to inspire. My passion is to make a difference.” Where does that difference start? In the very core of a young mind. So many things are happening in the world around us today. Many of us engage in things that may not be in the best nature of our future communities, but … Continue reading Making A Difference
What rise do people get out of starting drama? Does it make them feel better about themselves? Does it release a feel good hormone in their blood that makes all their troubles and all their worries disappear. Not in any way shape or form. As I quoted in my #stuffraresays post “One does not just … Continue reading Whats Going on With Society today?
"One does not just simply rage war. It is those who give flight to negativity that create the war from within. " Rareity
Hello all!!! here's a rough around the edges one just for your happy Tuesday. 😉 A little girl bright-eyed and fearless. Unfortunate events changed her beauty. A tainted path, and clouded mind. Grew up to be, simply revived. I drifted along a path less traveled. I touched the barrel of a scorpion’s sting. I … Continue reading Fearless World Rising (Poem)
The saying goes "Don't pull out all your cards right away." This leads the enemy to believe they have the upper-hand. To underestimate you. I'm a very ....VERY patient person, and kindhearted, there are many things I know that I choose not to reveal. However, rub me the wrong way, and you'll regret it painfully. … Continue reading Alls Fair in Warfare