As he slowly disintegrates….
Afternoon delights are
And so kar….
You ever post something and drop it hard and only realize…..
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It’s Stands out the most
He’d hoped he could break her.
They’re racking up….
Entering the great….
As they blow through….
When the green…..
It is in the small moments
Conflict And Discord Is a Natural Part Of...
As the story continues....
If you haven’t tuned in…
When you misbehave….
As I said yesterday, Until Chad acknowledges that assaulting me was and is STILL… UNACCEPTABLE 💫💫💫 I’d just returned from the doctors office and plopped myself down onto my leather love seat couch. It was my housewarming gift to myself after moving into my new place back in August. I’m pretty proud of myself for … Continue reading Natals
Because real intent glows and ugly intent fumbles
The most important lesson I learned this Pandemic…
It’s as though he’s Incapable of hearing. Comprehending. Maybe he’s deaf or maybe he’s blind or simply raging out of his mind….
On the binge he has been…
I’d began slipping…..
It can be seen as a….
In the midst of the night….
There are two aspects when regarding….
What comes easy will fall apart, the great will take work….
At the end of the day, it’ll never matter how “well” ….
Self medicating hinders growth. The actions we partake, do not simply disappear because…..
Don’t fret! Your time is coming…
You’ll know your dating an adult when….
Every now and again…..
A person who uses spirituality as a means…..
A broken promise: Chad had spoken often….
That night, Chad took it to far…..
“I remember when we were still doing the….
This times isn’t like the others. He doesn’t realize what was at ….
Just when I think he couldn’t be more idiot, he proves himself more… idiotic….
Of you gotta claim that you…..
All I ever wanted to do was …
The most comical part about the last two months….
Despite his portrayal of…
He thinks he’s gods gift…
Chad self sabotaged himself and scapegoated me for it.
Accountability is knowing….
“I remember when he got that job at the old folks facility….
This is the story of a boy who succumbed to his greed ….
As you all know….
Turns out he was irr…
Stepped up into his life is a huge…
He didn’t like that mirrored….
He throws stones with sins all up and down his bones….
Do you know what happens to a piece….
Try watering your own garden before….
He makes so many projections based off of his own behaviors…
He no longer reigns his terror …
Don’t come at me, until you handle your own in a battle with a REAL man not a petite….
It’s easy to hide behind a facade but can you…
While he was busy pretending, she was busy elevating….
There is a difference between maturity and imma…..
The only thing he was ever good at was lie….
He’s more concerned about protecting his image than he is about her….
I recovered the “promised” summer…
If you say you are who you are then you won’t need……
Even though he’d carried ill intent…
There’s a difference between saying……
Self absorption can only…..
I remember the day my headset….
Before I knew it, he was putting me against….
And I still shine….
It’s easier to deny than to live with…..
It’s only half the battle to recognize what we need to……
You can lead a horse…..
He didn’t love her enough to supersede the…
After all the ga…..
She never needed him, she’d merely chose him. Only he didn’t realize his time was running….
You can’t keep blaming everyone else in your life for your own failures ….
A common statement made…..
It’s always easier to manipulate someone long distantly. It’s when your finally in person that the facade begins to …..
As I work through the pieces …..
He’d spoken many lies…
He continues to justify….
He weaved a web she wasn’t able to ….
He didn’t come to be a part of her life he only came for what he wanted her to do for him
He came out here but he didn’t really come for her….
In the beginning he talk….
He had a chance and he…..
Some stated clearly That he acted As though it was planned. For, one doesn’t go from I love you To I hate you In a matter of seconds If they carry Genuine intent. ♦️ How does one place A theory of such Unless They too took part In the flush True intent Can lay dormant … Continue reading Snake
She may have pissed him off. BUT A glass jar. Laundry soap. Cigarettes …. Vodka and OJ… are NOT Worth more … Than someone’s life. There is an age old saying: It doesn’t matter how angry a woman makes a man, you do NOT lift a finger in anger at her. None the less a … Continue reading Blame Game
His words were onl…..,
They’re saying I should have know…..
He’d spoke poorly of her behind her back all while lying to her that she was his all. Even had others believing his lies. Truth be told he was the…..
Just when you think…..
You can tell me until your blue in the face but the groundbrea.........
Woke up in despair. Wondering if He'd even cared. Looked at my phone. In hopes he'd reached out. Not a word nor vibration Complete and utter silence I drift away into a deeper slumber Hoping to sleep my day away With a silenced phone And Tattered heart. He'd reached out. Before I awoke. Only It … Continue reading How would this make you feel?
What I once may have taken for granted. A father dedicated to my productive growth. Mentally, physically and wholesomely a dad committed to a humble home. As I grew into a mother myself, I began to see beyond the clouds. Not just their reasons for all my woes but rather the dreams they (mom and … Continue reading Sunday Musing
He left behind his bag of diamonds. Never to return. Not a care. Nor concern Or worry at all. That his bag of diamonds May still await return. Instead, He Lives mindlessly Doing everything BUT Impress the girl. Money and gifts Don't mean a thing If the actions aren't True at heart. All the while … Continue reading Slipping Through
He came at me with a genuine song His lies hidden within each strum His desire flowed fierce and strong. Until he switched up And It all went wrong. He started trekking The path forewarned. He began to shun. That which he'd begged for. Not a care nor concern, Of the damage he'd sprung. Only … Continue reading Mind Your Words